I'm gonna go back to blogging again! Even if/though nobody ever reads my blog.
It's been a hectic few weeks in Sec 3 now. Homework, tests, the syllabus is just, fast, and FUCKED UP.
Late nights, early mornings, my eyes can barely open, my lenses sting my eyes when i put them on.
Sometimes i get so little sleep that i don't even want to sleep at all, or that i can't even sleep at all. Sigh :(
On the other hand, life's pretty good for me. deeeeez girl, it's been about 5 weeks since we got close. Started out at Pahang camp, oh god, good funny and stupid memories xD. We're so close, many guys walking past me would tap my shoulder and give me a bro handshake saying 'hey, you with her? congrats!'. just, wow. Like magic, everything just happened so fast, we clicked, *click click click click click*, but, i'm really happy for what i've got now, for everyday. Even if i'm unhappy, that moment spent with you just made the rest of my day unconditionally. It doesn't matter how we're not together, but for now, i wish that everything would just stay as it is, this way, forever. Somehow, in between those long talks, fist bumps, pushes, nudges, time spent together and all the laughs, I _________ . ;)
On another note, I've learnt not to give a fuck about what others think, and just, be myself. Somehow, i understood and ignored people's flaws too. You can judge me, for my crooked feet, that i can't walk properly, and probably run like an unbalanced idiot, you're probably better than me in this one, but i don't think you can be as sensible as everyone else around you.
Oh well, gonna end here. I'll blog again another day, g'night world.
